haunted
lovingly written by autumn since november 2023. remade june 2025.
when i was young, i was told that death comes for all. that death is inescapable and one day, we will meet our demise. so tell me then; why am i the exception? why does the grave i yearn for reject me so willingly? is this a punishment for my sins? and if so, for how long must i repent before the reaper is satisfied and steals my soul? that paradise... that unreachable paradise... how i yearn to lay my body below the dirt and sink into nothingness.
out of character.
hello, i'm autumn and i'm really fucking gay. you're free to approach me out of character any time, i promise i don't bite in spite of how cunty i might sound in my rules. i'm AuDHD so i may be flaky when it comes to out of character communication sometimes. if i ever forget to reply to a message, i promise it ain't you, i just get distracted easily, and sometimes i just don't have a lot of energy, especially after work. i'm an active vtuber on temporary hiatus, and my irl job deals with retro style gaming. i also roleplay on discord and you're always welcome to ask me for it. i also play FFXIV && HSR religiously, both of which you can add me on if you like.
autumn. 34. she / he / they. EST.
guidelines
on following policy.
if i didn't refollow you, please don't take it personally. with this remake, i have decided to be a little more strict with how i handle writing due to my IRL life getting busy and i want to follow / interact with only people i'm actively writing with. this doesn't mean i won't refollow you in the future, and this also doesn't mean i hate you if i didn't refollow, it's simply for my own comfort. i don't want a dash full of people i never talk to or write with, it's too stressful. i also may not follow every single blog you have, only the ones i see myself writing with. if my blog ends up on your dash and you see we aren't mutuals anymore, i promise it's nothing personal, again. my final note is that if you follow me first then you will have one month to reach out to me before i softblock. likewise, if i follow you first i will reach out within a week or two.
mains & exclusives.
i do practise exclusivity and i do have my mains and my preferences. please respect them. i do not expect exclusitivity in return, as i prefer my partners to do what's most comfortable for them, so please don't worry. this is only for myself. if i am exclusive with a certain characte, please respect that. it does not mean i won't write with multiples of that character, but it does mean that whichever of my characters is bound to exclusitivity to that character, is not open to multiples. i hope that makes sense.
blog activity.
i am permanently low activity and on a semi-hiatus due to irl duties. on top of having multiple hobbies and just general low activity due to being AuDHD, i cannot guarantee consistent activity. sometimes i will write quickly, other times i may take a week or two to reply. it's just how i roll.
formatting & interactions.
typically i do little to no formatting based on sheer laziness, but i do not mind if you format your replies. the most i'll do is <small> text. i'll have minimal graphics as well. when it comes to interactions, the best way to strike it up with me is to send asks && memes. it's the quickest way i'll reply and i typically turn asks into threads. i also prefer plotting and dislike first meetings but may still do them if requested. i probably won't post starter calls, but i may like your's if i see it on the dash.when it comes to writing itself, i have a tendency to write multi-para replies ( sometimes as large as 3k ). i don't expect post length or reply speed to be matched. i also really like short threads too and tend to indulge in those just as much. i am OC, AU, and cross-fandom friendly.
shipping.
when it comes to shipping, i'm incredibly picky. it doesn't mean i won't ship with you, but i prefer heavy plotting and a lot of interaction before jumping into one. i reserve the right to reject or drop any ship at my own discretion. if i reject or drop a ship, it doesn't mean i won't ship with you, it just means i don't see it going anywhere or i don't vibe with it. i am multiship exclusive. this means i accept multiple ships on my blog ( sometimes with the same people ) but those ships are exclusive, meaning once i am writing them with someone, i will not write the same thing with another. ( i.e: i write SunAxa with Eevee, so I will not write it with anyone else. ) also, if you're a ship-chaser / muse-chaser ( meaning you go after a certain character/face claim solely for a ship ) please don't include me. i will turn it down immediately.
drama & misc.
use common sense. no homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc. do not request me to write 'taboo' topics with you, do not include me in petty drama, and do not expect me to take sides. if you dislike someone i speak to, it's up to you to curate your own space. i will not pander to people over personal gripes, especially if it's a minor issue that doesn't involve me. if someone is a genuine danger to the RPC, you can msg me privately about it, but i will use discretion when making my choices on how to handle it if the evidence doesn't stack up. if i catch you vagueposting about me or someone i care about, you can catch this hardblock. if you display creepish behaviour ( you bypass people's blocks to spy on them, stalk others, etc. ) you can also catch this hardblock. i do not have a DNI but i may sb/hb you if i see you interacting with someone i am uncomfortable with. if you have a problem with me you need to tell me. it isn't my job to figure out what's wrong. if you refuse to communicate, then we probably won't get along. i'm always open to solving problems, but i won't play games to figure them out.addendum: if you interact with East or Mie/Zero, all i ask is that you tag their urls. i could care less who you talk to / write with, but for my own personal comfort i would like to avoid seeing them on my dash as both have actively and continuously bypassed my blocks on twitter and tumblr in order to stalk my posts ( of which i have solid evidence i can offer as proof ). they also have a long history of shittalking all of their writing partners behind their backs.
muse roster.
luo bing-ge.
age. 25. gender. cis-male. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. bisexual. race. chinese. height. 6'5. weight. --. hair. black eyes. red.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | emperor / heavenly demon. |
| origin. | luo river. |
| home. | huan hua palace. |
| family. | deceased parents. |
| marital status. | married. multiple wives. |
| series | scum villain's self-saving system |
| art | official russian translation |
a young boy born to a human woman and the heavenly demon king of the demon realm. abandoned at birth, adopted by a poor washerwoman, orphaned again at age 12, and then accepted to study cultivation on Cang Qiong Sect under the tutelage of Shen Qingqiu, master of Qing Jing Peak. he suffered a number of grievances and abuse from Shen Qingqiu before coming into knowledge of his heavenly demon heritate at the age of 17 after Shen Qingqiu makes an attempt on his life. he then spends his time strengthening that power before returning to Cang Qiong Sect to take his revenge. he later becomes emperor of all three realms by using his demon sword Xin Mo to combine them, and acquires a harem of wives. described as arrogant && charming, but violent and unpredictable. THIS CHARACTER HAS A HONKAI STAR RAIL VERSE. a lengthier bio will be provided at a later date.
yue qingyuan.
age. 38. gender. cis-male. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. gay. race. chinese. height. 6'2. weight. --. hair. black eyes. brown.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | leader of cang qiong sect. |
| origin. | orphaned. |
| home. | qiong ding peak. |
| family. | ---- |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | scum villain's self-saving system. |
| image art | official russian translation |
leader of cang qiong sect && master of qiong ding peak, yue qingyuan came from humble backgrounds as an orphaned slave alongside Shen Jiu ( the master of Qing Jing peak ). after swearing an oath to rescue Shen Jiu, he went on to apprentice on Qiong Ding Peak and became head disciple. due to a violent qi deviation and his master's abuse, his soul was bound to his sword Xuan Su. the sword cannot be drawn without shortening his own lifespan in the process. described to be an 'older brother' type, Yue Qingyuan is gentle and patient, and a little too forgiving when it comes to matters involving Shen Jiu. he is currently the most powerful cultivator of his generation and is responsible for the downfall of Tianlang-Jun not just once, but twice. THIS CHARACTER HAS A HONKAI STAR RAIL VERSE. a lengthier bio will be provided at a later date.
shen qingqiu (yuan).
age. 35. gender. trans-male. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. gay. race. chinese. height. 6'0. weight. --. hair. brown eyes. green.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | master of Qing Jing Peak. |
| origin. | modern-day china. |
| home. | Qing Jing Peak. |
| family. | ---- |
| marital status. | married to luo binghe. |
| series. | scum villian's self-saving system. |
| art | official russian translation |
originally born in modern day china to a relatively well-off family, Shen Yuan was an avid &&. fanatical reader of Proud Immortal Demon Way, a trashy romance web novel, before dying in a rather tragicomical way. his death resulted in him transmigrating into the body of the 'scum villain' in Proud Immortal Demon Way, Shen Qingqiu ( Jiu ) and put him in quite the predicament, due to the villain's violent death later in the novel. with all of his knowledge of the novel, Shen Yuan became determined to change the storyline he once claimed to hate so much, and began acting in accordance with his own self-saving goals to preserve his life and avoid the villain's fate by the protagonist's hands, Luo Binghe. in the process of trying to alter the novel he was now living in, he wound up changing things a little too much and the end result was... certainly unexpected for him, to say the least. THIS CHARACTER HAS A HONKAI STAR RAIL VERSE. a lengthier biography will be provided at a later date.
liu qingge.
age. 33. gender. trans-male. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. aro/ace flux ( gay ). race. chinese. height. 6'2. weight. --. hair. black. eyes. grey-blue.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | master of Bai Zhan Peak. |
| origin. | ancient china. |
| home. | Bai Zhan Peak. |
| family. | younger sister Liu Mingyan. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | scum villian's self-saving system. |
| art | official russian translation. |
a man previously fated to die from a violent qi deviation in the original storyline of Proud Immortal Demon Way. however, due to Shen Qingqiu's meddling, he winds up surviving his pre-determined fate and becomes a close friend for Shen Qingqiu, as well as someone he could rely on. described as prickly and hot-headed despite his 'beautiful, flower-arranging' appearance, Liu Qingge is a man obsessed with being the strongest cultivator alive. he is almost never seen on Bai Zhan Peak, but rather chasing battles with demons in the outside world, only returning once a month to test ( 'beat up' ) his peak's disciples to determine their progression in cultivation and strength. Bai Zhan, as well as Liu Qingge himself, were both very popular in the original novel, as Bai Zhan ( trans. 'hundred battles' ) was the peak to go to if you wanted to get strong. Liu Qingge himself was widely admired for his his martial prowess, even after his death, and many readers were disappointed he died early on originally. THIS CHARACTER HAS A HONKAI STAR RAIL VERSE. a lengthier biography will be provided at a later date.
eden cielo / solstice.
age. infinite. gender. agender. pro / nouns. they / it. sexuality. aro/ace flux. race. lazarian angel. height. 7'4. weight. 1k lbs. hair. dark purple w/ lavender highlights eyes. violet.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | the immortal archive. |
| origin. | lazarus. |
| home. | hellix. |
| family. | older brother nour cielo. |
| marital status. | married to argun maltyr. |
| series. | dead n30n. |
touted as God's most 'revolutionary' creation -- a creature born from the energy of a dying supernova and fused with advanced, cosmic technology, Eden Cielo was everything that Nour couldn't be. it's conception was introduced with the notion of traveling the galaxy and collecting data about various worlds && their living inhabitants. nicknamed 'the immortal archive', it harbors a direct connection with 'God', allowing it's creator to access every bit of information stored in it's database. it serves for another, darker purpose, but this is unbeknowest to all except God himself, and Juniper Hawthorne. currently, Eden Cielo has arrived in the human world and lives in the last city standing after the apocolypse, Hellix, where it strives to learn how to be human and acquire it's own individuality. it begins as a blank slate and gradually grows through consistent interactions, and can sometimes adopt certain mannerisms or ideologies from those around it. it is loyal and curious, and sometimes easily manipulated.
faustus caedieux.
age. infinite. gender. agender. female-presenting. pro / nouns. she/they. sexuality. bisexual. race. lazarian angel. height. 7'0. weight. ----. hair. white. eyes. red.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | the immortal architect. |
| origin. | lazarus. |
| home. | hellix. |
| family. | twin brother astraeus. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | dead n30n. |
born into the royal Lazarian family of 'Caedieux' as one half a pair of twins, Faustus is noted to be more straightforward and more no-nonsense compared to her brother. she is brilliant beyond her years, nicknamed 'the immortal architect', she is responsible for maintaining Eden's functionality and carries around their blueprint, as well as all the necessary knowledge to perform maintenance. originally she served in God's golden court and dreamed of inheriting her mother's title as 'God's right-hand', but was later drafted by God to walk alongside Eden and protect them instead. she took this assignment seriously, but began harboring doubts about god's intentions after spending a lengthy amount of time beside Eden, and witnessing certain events. she, alongside her twin brother, now harbor a secret agenda unbeknowest to God, and has made a pact with a demon named 'Kou' to achieve her goals. at present, however, she simply disguises herself as a normal woman with a slight temper. she can be frightening to handle, but also incredibly pleasant to be around.
astraeus caedieux.
age. infinite. gender. agender. pro / nouns. he / they. sexuality. gay. race. lazarian angel. height. 7'0. weight. ----. hair. white eyes. red.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | the immortal armory. |
| origin. | lazarus. |
| home. | hellix. |
| family. | twin sister faustus caedieux. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | dead n30n. |
faustus's younger twin brother and arguably the more 'unnerving' of the two of them. while Faustus can appear intimidating and even a little cold, Astraeus is downright unsettling to deal with -- the type of person to send a chill down your spine even while smiling innocently at you. he, alongside his sister, is currently in charge of monitoring Eden and accompanying them on their journey. he is nicknamed 'the immortal armory' as his body actually serves as a temporary holder for the many weapons Eden is proficient in wielding. at present he assumes the role of a priest touting the praise of the God he supposedly serves under, but shares the same sinister intentions that his sister does when it comes to handling their affairs. in order to achieve his goal, he made a pact with Kou's twin brother, a demon by the name of Sae, and regularly visits him in the underground as per their agreement. on the surface of Hellix, he runs a chapel which he, Faustus, and Eden also all live out of. his sermons are awe-inspiring and have actually convinced a number of humans to begin worshipping the God of Lazarus, the Undying World.
nour cielo.
age. infinite. gender. agender. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. aro/ace flux ( gay ). race. lazarian. height. 8'3. weight. ----. hair. white. eyes. purpleish-silver.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | keeper of the dead. |
| origin. | lazarus. |
| home. | hellix. |
| family. | younger sister eden cielo. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | dead n30n. |
Eden's self-proclaimed older brother and God's original invention. he was the 'first' version of what was meant to be the immortal archive, but due to an error in his coding, he was rejected and tossed aside by God, proclaimed as 'a complete failure' and banished to the graveyard of Lazarus to oversee the dead, all because he refused to follow God's orders blindly. resenting his fate, but incapable of doing anything about it, Nour has lived quietly among the silent graves for a great many years before Eden came along. the moment he caught wind of Eden's creation, he swore to himself that he wouldn't let them fall victim to God's plans, as he, himself, was still pre-loaded with the original dataset. because of this, he knew the truth, and couldn't bear to see something so innocent be torn to shreds. therefore, in secrecy, he began visiting Eden and keeping them company, causing the two of them to become close to the point Eden began calling him 'brother'. just before Eden's departure into the star-system, the two of them had a huge fight and appear to be permanently at odds with one another each time they're seen together. however, Nour cares very deeply for Eden and just wants to protect them.
anaxagoras.
age. 32. gender. transgender. pro / nouns. they / he. sexuality. aro/ace flux. race. amphorian. height. ----. weight. ----. hair. light green eyes. blueish-pink.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | professor. |
| origin. | unnamed village. |
| home. | the grove of epiphany. |
| family. | deceased older sister. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | honkai star rail. |
| art | official art. |
a scholar from the Grove of Epiphany, and one of the Seven Sages. a man who appears arrogant and full of himself, harboring a desire to see the entirety of Amphoreus' future changed, though his motives and attitude are all completely biased interpretations of people who despise him. the truth behind what he desires, and who he is as a person, is known only to himself and the demi-god Cerces, who he forcibly fused to his own soul in a last-ditch effort to test his theories, as well as stall the black tide long enough to allow his collegues and students to evacuate. while he is technically 'dead', he lingers in the space between life and death, his mind gradually drifting toward the river Styx, infrequently at first, and then more insistently as time wears on. he is a man who has always challenged the faith and principles of the people of Amphoreus and harbors different ideologies from what they believe in. while appearing arrogant on the outside, Anaxagoras actually harbors respect for anyone who can openly debate and challenge his principles, and cares deeply for his students. he previously mentored Castorice, Hyacine, and Phainon. he and Aglaea do not get along, but he does respect her in his own way.
phainon.
age. 25. gender. cis-male. pro / nouns. he / him. sexuality. bisexual. race. amphorean. height. ----. weight. ----. hair. blueish-silver. eyes. gold-blue.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | deliverer. chrysos heir. |
| origin. | aedes elysiae. |
| home. | okhema. |
| family. | deceased. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | honkai star rail. |
| art | https://x.com/Dichlorvos121 |
the boy born to 'deliver' Amphoreus unto the new age, and a man meant to inherit the coreflame of Kephale, the World Bearing Titan. originally born in the distant village of aedes elysiae, he lost his homeland fairly early in life to the black tide, and relocated to Okhema later on. there, he grew up and studied in The Grove of Epiphany under the tutelage of Anaxagoras. he is extremely talented by nature and is much stronger than people may initially peg him to be. he was one of the only people capable of matching prince Mydei of Castrum Kremnos, and forged an invaluable friendship with him after battling tirelessly with him for ten days and ten nights. to some he might appear a little stupid, but the truth is that Phainon is one of the smartest among the Chrysos Heirs, praised even by the scholar Anaxagoras for his ingenuity and ability to debate him. not only is Phainon incredibly smart, but he is also warm hearted and someone you can get along with easily. he appears to harbor a deep-rooted sadness and even self-doubt, but keeps it cleverly hidden behind a smile for the most part. he's determined to see his fate through and do everyone relying on him proud at all costs.
ying ren / blade.
age. 800+. gender. trans. pro / nouns. he / they. sexuality. bisexual. race. chinese (zhuming). height. ----. weight. ----. hair. dark blue + red highlights eyes. red.
| other | details. |
|---|---|
| job. | stellaron hunter. |
| origin. | unnamed world. |
| home. | xianzhou zhuming. |
| family. | -----. |
| marital status. | single. |
| series. | honkai star rail. |
| art | https://www.tumblr.com/deciqm |
once known as the master blacksmith 'Yingxing', he was part of the High Cloud Quintet before the year known as the Sedation of Imbibitor Lunae. in that year, alongside Dan Feng, he helped break one of the Xianzhou's unforgivable laws and helped him attempt to bring back their friend Baiheng, who had previously lost her life during war. their attempt, however, backfired and caused Yingxing to become cursed with immortality as well as lose a vast majority of his memories and be mara-stricken. he was forcibly banished from the Luofu and later picked up by Elio, leader of the Stellaron Hunters with the promise that he would be granted a 'final death'. in this, he became known as 'Blade', or 'Ying Ren', and began traveling alongside them. for the most part Ren tends to keep to himself. he doesn't speak often and may appear standoffish or difficult to approach. he harbors a deep-seated hatred for Dan Feng's reincarnation, Dan Heng, and had previously chased him down tirelessly across several IPC ships. much of what Ren does is fueled by the desire to die, and one day he hopes to shed his unwanted immortality and achieve just that.
request only.
honkai star rail
jing yuan.cis. he/him. bisexual.ashveil.cis. he/him. bisexual.aventurine.genderfluid. he/they. gay.sunday.agender. he/they. gay.yaoshi.agender. they/them. aro/ace flux.luocha.trans. he/they. gay.mydei.cis. he/him. bisexual.welt yang.cis. he/they. gay.
request only.
scum villian self-saving system
mobei-jun.SVSSS. cis. he/they. gay.ye qinghai.SVSSS OC. cis. he/they. gay.
request only.
genshin impact
neuvillette.cis. he/him. gay.diluc.cis. he/they. bisexual.flins.trans. he/him. aro/ace flux.
request only.
various danmei.
chu wanning.cis. he/him. gay. | husky && his white cat shizun.mo ran.cis. he/him. gay. | husky && his white cat shizun.lan wangji.cis. he/him. gay. | mo dao zu shi.wei wuxian.trans. he/him. gay. | mo dao zu shi.
request only.
stardew valley
elliot.cis. he/him. gay.
request only.
league of legends
corvin locke.cis. he/him. bi.rhaast.cis. he/him. gay.yone.cis. he/him. gay.kayn.cis. he/him. gay.yunara.cis. she/her. bi.jhin.cis. he/him. gay.mel.cis. she/her. lesbian.morgana.cis. she/her. bi.